January 14, 2007

  • i went to a symphony concert today.  alone.  i think one of the main reasons i'd like to be in a relationship would be to have someone to go to events with.  i survived, and i suppose it's good for me to force myself to get out and do things i'm into, even if it's alone.  but still.

    i'm not sure what my favorite tchaikovsky symphony is.  they played number 6 today, which is an excellent one.  it's a weird piece, because the fourth movement is slow.  it's a good movement, but very odd.  and much different listening to in person than on a cd.  the problem with listening to a recording to a cd of classical music is that it's hard to pick up the really soft parts sometimes.  you have to crank up the volume, but then you don't really get the effect of a true ppp.  anyway, so hearing the symphony in person it came off much more effectively because you really hang on the edge of your seat with the soft parts.  that said, i don't know that it's my favorite.  or that i can even meaningfully say i have a favorite.  the first one i heard was the fifth symphony, so it's my natural fallback.  but movement for movement, i probably like the fourth best.  the pizzicato scherzo is one of my favorite scherzos ever written, the first movement has a number of themes, all of which are spectacular, and the second movement is a lot more fun than some of the other "slow" movements he wrote.  the finale of the fourth is kind of fun, but a little too breezy.  in the end, i think they all set out to do slightly different things, and so i love them all for what they are.  the world is better than they were all written.

    one of the other pieces tonight was the elgar cello concerto.  i had never heard it before, so that was kind of exciting.  i liked it.  i was miffed in the program though, bc it made some comment about it being "the second greatest cello concerto, after dvorak."  i totally disagree.  i think both shostakovich cello concertos kick elgar's ass.  it's still a great work, don't get me wrong. (beats the hell out of that god awful lalo cello thing.)  and i will definitely have to listen to it some more.  but i wouldn't put it quite in the some category as dvorak/shostakovich.

    the other piece was this modern composer from tibet.  i enjoyed it a lot.  tons of brass and percussion.  definitely modern sounding; at times abrasive.  but not overly so. 

    so anyway, i plan to go to more concerts.  i've been looking for some chamber music stuff to watch, but haven't really found anything i'm excited about...

January 9, 2007

  • i've been buying a lot of things lately.  new 80gb ipod; new counter stools for my dining area; hip new couch; new leather chair and ottoman; new monitor; new rug; new coffeetable; new razr; symphony tickets for this weekend.  it's been nice.  since i started work, i've just been letting money sit in my bank account, and haven't really spent much.  so part of it is catching up on the spending i haven't done the past few months and part of it is trying to cheer myself up.  part is boredom. 

    parts of my job having been annoying me lately.  i'm on a couple cases, and in this one case i feel like no one really respects my opinion.  i don't get much work delegated to me; when i do, someone else usually snaps it up anyway and says whatever i have to say, but before i can say it.  i have written a couple successful motions that we won, and that were basically unedited from my first drafts.  so it's not been a total loss, but i feel like i'm not contributing as much as i could.  and when you don't feel appreciated by one boss, but have another boss who's awesome, it motivates you to bust you ass for the second boss, while telling the former to fuck off.

    this weekend i didn't bill a single minute.  it was great.  i billed time every day in both novemeber and december.  not that i was miserable doing it.  but it was nice to have a little me time this weekend.  i shopped.  i read a couple novels.  and got through parts of some legal theory books.  and walked around hillcrest.  etc.

    i read this jonathan franzen novel strong motion.  i'm a big franzen fan, but this was a very early novel (early 90s), and it wasn't as good as the more recent stuff.  the plot is a little out there -- there's this tremendous earthquakes around boston, caused not be nature but by a big evil corporation.  and there's a crazy religious leader who's anti-abortion, whose followers are constantly demonstrating in front of clinics.  a main character with a hippie dad, uptight bitch of a mom, spoilt sister, and this girl he used to be in love with who rejected him but then comes back and begs him to be with her but can never really commit but it messes up his new relationship with this harvard seismologist who is researching the earthquakes. 

    first of all, aren't abortion protests so 1990?  i mean, i know they still happen.  and we still have screwball religious groups.  actually, i saw a pro-life protest a few blocks away from me last month, at some hospital.  but reading the novel was like taking a mini-journey back in time.  religious wackos have gone from protesting outside clinics to becoming far better organized politically, and shaping supreme court nominations.

    second, i think i've become a bit less philosophical, or at least less into appreciating fucked up characters for the fucked-upness.  louis, the main character, is kind of an ass sometimes.  and he hurts people around him for no reason.  like, RME.  don't be such a fucking drama queen.

    nevertheless, the book has some great moments, and i'm glad i read it.  i'm currently finishing up after this by alice mcdermott.  it's a spectacular book, very different from all of franzen.  you basically get these snapshots in a family's life over time, rather than the continuous, very plot driven narrative from franzen.  it's like, random days like any other day from their life.  but there's all these philsophical observations along the way, and you get a real sense of whatever everyone is feeling; how all the little things in life bring thoughts to your mind.  it's not completely random -- many snapshots are of significant events in their lives; the parents meeting; the birth of a child; etc.; but you get the sense that even though these events are special, it's still just another day.  it's a good novel, and i wonder if it will win any big awards in 2007.

    also, i read an intriguing essay by joseph brodsky about robert frost.  brodsky doesn't buy the popular image of frost as this pleasant cheerful guy who's into nature, and he makes a convincing case.  he takes two of frost's poems -- come in and home burial -- and goes through them line by line, explaining what's really going on.  it was a great read (brodsky's essay is entitled on grief and reason and is from 1994), and it prompted me to order a book of frost poems. 

    i have a book of t.s. eliot poems sitting on my dresser.  and some i've gone through and enjoyed -- i don't think i really get them, but i've tried my best to analyze them (rhapsody on a windy night, hysteria, and the hollow men are the ones i've spend time with and have actually gotten somewhere with) and it's a real struggle.  eliot may be brilliant, and maybe i'll appreciate him more later in life (i want to), but i feel like he's a little too in your face with how smart he is.  frost's poetry harks back to dante a lot, just like eliot, but you don't need to know dante ever lived to appreciate frost, whereas i feel like the same can't be said for eliot. 

    on a lighter note, i've been downloading a lot of new music with words lately.  i really like the justin timberlake album -- had that going for a few hours in my office today.  i also saw last kiss on friday, which was excellent.  rachel bilson was wonderful.  it's a story about a bunch of people who are 30 and dealing with the reality of that.  there's no reason to be unhapy, yet they are.  i relate.  the soundtrack is good too, and that i downloaded it is what triggered me to mention i saw the movie.  also, downloaded some trendier recommendations from ptichforkmedia.com  Some of the stuff they recommend is completely outthere bullshit, and some stuff they totally bag on I enjoy (read: The Killers album), but it's got some suggestions at least.

    and that's basically what's happening.

January 5, 2007

  • The Seventh Circuit upheld the validity of Indiania's voter ID legislation against a constitutional challenge. I'm not sure how I feel about the law.  It's a question of whether you think fraud or disenfranchisement of poor voters is more likely, depending on whether there is no law or the law is enacted.  I have no idea which is more of a problem empirically.  I guess I don't think fraud is that much of a problem.  But I don't know how many people will be disenfrachised either.  I mean, who doesn't have a picture ID.  I understand that poor people in cities can't afford cars, and so have no reason to have a driver's license, necessarily.  But do they anyway?  Ultimately, this is the type of law that I don't think I would vote for as a legislator, but that I probably wouldn't strike down as a judge.  Which is odd for me, since usually I'd just invalidate a law based on whether I think it's wise.

    This opinion is a great example of the wonderful opinion writers at the Seventh Circuit.  Judge Evans's line, saying that you don't use a sledgehammer to smash a fly on a glass table is one I'm going to use myself in a brief sometime soon.  I like that these judges speak about as plainly as you can, rather than cloaking their opinion is legalistic bullshit like most opinions do.

    United States Court of Appeals,

    Seventh Circuit.

    CRAWFORD v. MARION COUNTY ELECTION BOARD

    Nos. 06-2218, 06-2317.

    Argued Oct. 18, 2006.

    Decided Jan. 4, 2007.

     

    Before Posner, Evans, and Sykes, Circuit Judges.

     

    Posner, Circuit Judge.

    A number of candidates for public office, and voters, along with organizations such as the Democratic Party that are active in electoral politics, challenge a new Indiana voting law as an undue burden on the right to vote, a right that the Supreme Court has found latent in the Constitution. E.g., Illinois State Board of Elections v. Socialist Workers Party, 440 U.S. 173, 184 (1979), and cases cited in Igartua-De La Rosa v. United States, 417 F.3d 145, 169-70 (1st Cir.2005). The law requires, with certain exceptions, that persons wanting to vote in person in either a primary or a general election must present at the polling place a government-issued photo ID, unless the person either wants to vote by absentee ballot (and is eligible to do so) or lives in a nursing home. The district court granted summary judgment for the defendants.

     

    Until the new law went into effect, someone who wanted to vote in person and was not voting for the first time just had to sign the poll book at the polling place; “there would generally be a photographic copy of the signature [on file] that would be compared” by the staff with the signature in the poll book.  The new law's requirement that the would-be voter present a government-issued photo ID, such as a passport or a driver's license, is no problem for people who have such a document, as most people do. Nor is it a problem for people who vote by absentee ballot or who live in nursing homes-- and anyone 65 or over can vote by absentee ballot. But what about people who do not have photo IDs and must vote in person, if they vote at all, because they don't live in nursing homes and are ineligible to cast absentee ballots, though the eligibility requirements are not stringent? They can get a photo ID from the Indiana motor vehicle bureau by presenting their birth certificate (or certificate of naturalization if they were born outside the United States) or a certified copy, plus a document that has their name and address on it, such as a utility bill. Both the indigent and the nonindigent who does not have (or have with him) a photo ID can, if challenged, cast a provisional ballot and then has 10 days either to file an indigency affidavit or to procure a photo ID.

     

    Even though it is exceedingly difficult to maneuver in today's America without a photo ID (try flying, or even entering a tall building such as the courthouse in which we sit, without one; and as a consequence the vast majority of adults have such identification, the Indiana law will deter some people from voting. A great many people who are eligible to vote don't bother to do so. Many do not register, and many who do register still don't vote, or vote infrequently. The benefits of voting to the individual voter are elusive (a vote in a political election rarely has any instrumental value, since elections for political office at the state or federal level are never decided by just one vote), and even very slight costs in time or bother or out-of-pocket expense deter many people from voting, or at least from voting in elections they're not much interested in. So some people who have not bothered to obtain a photo ID will not bother to do so just to be allowed to vote, and a few who have a photo ID but forget to bring it to the polling place will say what the hell and not vote, rather than go home and get the ID and return to the polling place.

     

    No doubt most people who don't have photo ID are low on the economic ladder and thus, if they do vote, are more likely to vote for Democratic than Republican candidates. Exit polls in the recent midterm elections show a strong negative correlation between income and voting Democratic, with the percentage voting Democratic rising from 45 percent for voters with an income of at least $200,000 to 67 percent for voters having an income below $15,000.  Thus the new law injures the Democratic Party by compelling the party to devote resources to getting to the polls those of its supporters who would otherwise be discouraged by the new law from bothering to vote. The fact that the added cost has not been estimated and may be slight does not affect standing, which requires only a minimal showing of injury. The Democratic Party also has standing to assert the rights of those of its members who will be prevented from voting by the new law. The standing of the many other plaintiffs in these consolidated suits-- candidates, voters, organizations--is less certain, but need not be addressed. Only injunctive relief is sought, and for that only one plaintiff with standing is required; and the Democratic Party has standing.

     

    But there is something remarkable about the plaintiffs considered as a whole, which will provide the transition to our consideration of the merits. There is not a single plaintiff who intends not to vote because of the new law--that is, who would vote were it not for the law. There are plaintiffs who have photo IDs and so are not affected by the law at all and plaintiffs who have no photo IDs but have not said they would vote if they did and so who also are, as far as we can tell, unaffected by the law. There thus are no plaintiffs whom the law will deter from voting. No doubt there are at least a few such people in Indiana, but the inability of the sponsors of this litigation to find any such person to join as a plaintiff suggests that the motivation for the suit is simply that the law may require the Democratic Party and the other organizational plaintiffs to work harder to get every last one of their supporters to the polls.

     

    The fewer the people who will actually disfranchise themselves rather than go to the bother and, if they are not indigent and don't have their birth certificate and so must order a copy and pay a fee, the expense of obtaining a photo ID, the less of a showing the state need make to justify the law. The fewer people harmed by a law, the less total harm there is to balance against whatever benefits the law might confer. The argument pressed by the plaintiffs that any burden on the right to vote, however slight it is or however meager the number of voters affected by it, cannot pass constitutional muster unless it is shown to serve a compelling state interest was rejected in Burdick v. Takushi, 504 U.S. 428, 433-34 (1992). The Court said that "election laws will invariably impose some burden upon individual voters.... [T]o subject every voting regulation to strict scrutiny and to require that the regulation be narrowly tailored to advance a compelling state interest, as petitioner suggests, would tie the hands of States seeking to assure that elections are operated equitably and efficiently." See also Anderson v. Celebrezze, 460 U.S. 780, 788-90 (1983), where the Court pointed to the need to "consider the character and magnitude of the asserted injury" (emphasis added).

     

    A strict standard would be especially inappropriate in a case such as this, in which the right to vote is on both sides of the ledger. The Indiana law is not like a poll tax, where on one side is the right to vote and on the other side the state's interest in defraying the cost of elections or in limiting the franchise to people who really care about voting or in excluding poor people or in discouraging people who are black. The purpose of the Indiana law is to reduce voting fraud, and voting fraud impairs the right of legitimate voters to vote by diluting their votes--dilution being recognized to be an impairment of the right to vote. [Reynolds v. Sims, 377 U.S. 533, 555 (1964).] On one side of the balance in this case is the effect of requiring a photo ID in inducing eligible voters to disfranchise themselves. That effect, so far as the record reveals, is slight. The principal evidence on which the plaintiffs relied to show that many voters would be disfranchised was declared by the district judge to be "totally unreliable" because of a number of methodological flaws; and we accept her finding.

     

    On the other side of the balance is voting fraud, specifically the form of voting fraud in which a person shows up at the polls claiming to be someone else--someone who has left the district, or died, too recently to have been removed from the list of registered voters, or someone who has not voted yet on election day. Without requiring a photo ID, there is little if any chance of preventing this kind of fraud because busy poll workers are unlikely to scrutinize signatures carefully and argue with people who deny having forged someone else's signature. The plaintiffs point out that voting fraud is a crime, see, e.g., Ind.Code 3-14-2-12, and they argue that the penalty (six months to three years in prison plus a fine of up to $10,000, Ind.Code § 35- 50-2-7) should suffice to deter the crime. They further note that as far as anyone knows, no one in Indiana, and not many people elsewhere, are known to have been prosecuted for impersonating a registered voter.

     

    But the absence of prosecutions is explained by the endemic underenforcement of minor criminal laws (minor as they appear to the public and prosecutors, at all events) and by the extreme difficulty of apprehending a voter impersonator. He enters the polling place, gives a name that is not his own, votes, and leaves. If later it is discovered that the name he gave is that of a dead person, no one at the polling place will remember the face of the person who gave that name, and if someone did remember it, what would he do with the information? The impersonator and the person impersonated (if living) might show up at the polls at the same time and a confrontation might ensue that might lead to a citizen arrest or a call to the police who would arrive before the impersonator had fled, and arrest him. A more likely sequence would be for the impersonated person to have voted already when the impersonator arrived and tried to vote in his name. But in either case an arrest would be most unlikely (and likewise if the impersonation were discovered or suspected by comparing signatures, when that is done), as the resulting commotion would disrupt the voting. And anyway the impersonated voter is likely to be dead or in another district or precinct or to be acting in cahoots with the impersonator, rather than to be a neighbor (precincts are small, sometimes a single apartment house). One response, which has a parallel to littering, another crime the perpetrators of which are almost impossible to catch, would be to impose a very severe criminal penalty for voting fraud. Another, however, is to take preventive action, as Indiana has done by requiring a photo ID.

     

    The plaintiffs argue that while vote fraud by impersonation may be a problem in other states, it is not in Indiana, because there are no reports of such fraud in that state. But that lacuna may reflect nothing more than the vagaries of journalists' and other investigators' choice of scandals to investigate. Some voter impersonation has been found (though not much, for remember that it is difficult to detect) in the states that have been studied, and those states do not appear to be on average more "dishonest" than Indiana; for besides the notorious examples of Florida and Illinois, they include Michigan, Missouri, and Washington (state). Indirect evidence of such fraud, or at least of an acute danger of such fraud, in Indiana is provided by the discrepancy between the number of people listed on the registered-voter rolls in the state and the substantially smaller number of people actually eligible to vote. The defendants' expert estimated that the registration rolls contained 1.3 million more names than the eligible voters in Indiana. This seems too high, but the plaintiffs' expert acknowledged that the rolls are inflated. How many impersonations there are we do not know, but the plaintiffs have not shown that there are fewer impersonations than there are eligible voters whom the new law will prevent from voting.

     

    The plaintiffs point out that the National Voter Registration Act of 1993, 42 U.S.C. § 1973gg-6(a)(4), requires all states to purge their registration rolls of ineligible voters. The purge has not yet been completed in Indiana. One thing that is slowing it down is that removing a name from the voter registration roll requires notice to a registered voter whose address appears from postal records to have changed, and only if a voter fails to respond to the notice and fails to vote in two successive federal elections can the state remove him from the rolls. 42 U.S.C. §§ U.S .C. § 1973gg-6(c), (d). And when the purge is completed, it is likely to eliminate many more eligible voters than the new Indiana law will do, yet provide only a short-term solution, since as soon as the purge is complete the inflation of the registration rolls will recommence.

     

    The plaintiffs complain that the new Indiana law is underinclusive because it fails to require absentee voters to present photo IDs. But how would that work? The voter could make a photocopy of his driver's license or passport or other government-issued identification and include it with his absentee ballot, but there would be no way for the state election officials to determine whether the photo ID actually belonged to the absentee voter, since he wouldn't be presenting his face at the polling place for comparison with the photo.

     

    Perhaps the Indiana law can be improved – what can't be? – but the details for regulating elections must be left to the states, pursuant to Article I, section 4, of the Constitution, which provides that "the times, places and manner of holding elections for Senators and Representatives, shall be prescribed in each state by the legislature thereof; but the Congress may at any time by law make or alter such regulations, except as to the places of choosing Senators." “To deem ordinary and widespread burdens like these severe would subject virtually every electoral regulation to strict scrutiny, hamper the ability of States to run efficient and equitable elections, and compel federal courts to rewrite state electoral codes. The Constitution does not require that result, for it is beyond question ‘that States may, and inevitably must, enact reasonable regulations of parties, elections, and ballots to reduce election- and campaign-related disorder.’” Clingman v. Beaver, 544 U.S. 581, 593 (2005).

     

    Regarding the plaintiffs' other arguments, we have nothing to add to the discussion by the district judge. The judgment for the defendants is Affirmed.

     

    Evans, Circuit Judge, dissenting.

    Let's not beat around the bush: The Indiana voter photo ID law is a not-too-thinly-veiled attempt to discourage election-day turnout by certain folks believed to skew Democratic. We should subject this law to strict scrutiny--or at least, in the wake of Burdick v.. Takushi, 504 U.S. 428 (1992), something akin to "strict scrutiny light"--and strike it down as an undue burden on the fundamental right to vote.

     

    The percentage of eligible voters participating in elections has, for many years, been on a downward trajectory. With that being the case, one would think states should be looking for creative ways (like allowing people to vote at places they frequent and are familiar with, like shopping malls rather than basements of fire stations) to increase voter participation. Yet, the Indiana law we sanction today does just the opposite. Constricting the franchise in a democratic society, when efforts should be instead undertaken to expand it, is not the way to go.

    The fig leaf of respectability providing the motive behind this law is that it is necessary to prevent voter fraud--a person showing up at the polls pretending to be someone else. But where is the evidence of that kind of voter fraud in this record? Voting fraud is a crime (punishable by up to 3 years in prison and a fine of up to $10,000 in Indiana) and, at oral argument, the defenders of this law candidly acknowledged that no one--in the history of Indiana--had ever been charged with violating that law. Nationwide, a preliminary report to the U.S. Election Assistance Commission has found little evidence of the type of polling-place fraud that photo ID laws seek to stop. If that's the case, where is the justification for this law? Is it wise to use a sledgehammer to hit either a real or imaginary fly on a glass coffee table? I think not.

     

    Indiana law provides that a voter shall be challenged at the poll and required to vote only by provisional ballot if:

     

    (1) "the voter is unable or declines to present the Proof of Identification or (2) a member of the precinct election board determines that the Proof of Identification provided by the voter does not qualify as Proof of Identification under the law. "Proof of Identification" is defined as a document that satisfies all the following:

    (1) The document shows the name of the individual to whom the document was issued, and the name conforms to the name in the individual's voter registration record.

    (2) The document shows a photograph of the individual to whom the document was issued.

    (3) The document includes an expiration date, and the document:

    (A) is not expired; or

    (B) expired after the date of the most recent general election.

    (4) The document was issued by the United States or the State of Indiana.

     

    The potential for mischief with this law is obvious. Does the name on the ID "conform" to the name on the voter registration list? If the last name of a newly married woman is on the ID but her maiden name is on the registration list, does it conform? If a name is misspelled on one--Schmit versus Schmitt-- does it conform? If a "Terence" appears on one and a shortened "Terry" on the other, does it conform?

     

    But these are perhaps minor concerns. The real problem is that this law will make it significantly more difficult for some eligible voters--I have no idea how many, but 4 percent is a number that has been bandied about--to vote. And this group is mostly comprised of people who are poor, elderly, minorities, disabled, or some combination thereof. I would suspect that few, if any, in this class have passports (which cost in the neighborhood of $100), and most don't have drivers licenses (who needs a drivers license if you don't drive a car?) or state-issued ID cards which require valid (certified) birth certificates. And it's not particularly easy for a poor, elderly person who lives in South Bend, but was born in Arkansas, to get a certified copy of his birth certificate.

    Now I certainly agree with my brother Posner that "it is exceedingly difficult to maneuver in today's America without a photo ID." But Indiana's law mostly affects those who, for various reasons, lack any real maneuverability at all. And lest one thinks that those who have maneuverability are immune from running into trouble with this law, consider this anecdotal tidbit.

     

    The Washington Post (Nov. 3, 2006) reported that on Indiana's primary election day, Rep. Julia Carson shoved her congressional identification card in a pocket, ran out of her house and raced down the street to be at her polling site when it opened at 6 a.m. Carson, seeking to represent an Indianapolis district for a sixth term, showed the card to a poll worker, who said it was unacceptable under a new state law that requires every voter to show proof of identity with a certain type of photo ID. But Carson, after being turned away, went home and later returned to their polling places to cast her vote. Would most people, especially those without a vested interest in the system, do the same thing? I doubt it.

     

    I believe that most of the problems with our voting system--like deceased persons or felons on registration rolls, machines that malfunction, and confusing ballots (think butterfly)--are suggestive of mismanagement, not electoral wrongdoing. And I recognize that there is, and perhaps there may always be, a fundamental tension between claims of voter fraud and fears of disenfranchisement. But Indiana's law, because it allows nothing except a passport or an Indiana ID card to prove that a potential voter is who he says he is, tips far too far in the wrong direction.

    Burdick, which concerned a challenge to a Hawaii law that did not require the counting of write-in votes, put to rest the notion that strict scrutiny applies to every law that imposes a burden on the right to vote. As the Court observed:

     

    [T]o subject every voting regulation to strict scrutiny and to require that the regulation be narrowly tailored to advance a compelling state interest ... would tie the hands of States seeking to assure that elections are operated equitably and efficiently....

    Instead, ... [a] court considering a challenge to a state election law must weigh "the character and magnitude of the asserted injury to the rights protected by the First and Fourteenth Amendments that the plaintiff seeks to vindicate" against "the precise interests put forward by the State as justifications for the burden imposed by its rule," taking into consideration "the extent to which those interests make it necessary to burden the plaintiff's rights." Burdick, 504 U.S. at 433-34.

     

    So Burdick adopts a flexible standard, and as I read it, strict scrutiny may still be appropriate in cases where the burden, as it is here, is great and the state's justification for it, again as it is here, is hollow. At the very least, I would apply a standard here that would at least be something close to "strict scrutiny light." Applying that standard, I would conclude that Indiana's law imposes an undue burden on a recognizable segment of potential eligible voters and that it therefore violates those voters' rights under the First and Fourteenth Amendments to the Constitution.

December 27, 2006

  • fixation.  you see something you want, you can't get it out of your mind, and your mind becomes obsessed, and it takes this thing, assimilates it into your consciousness, and contorts it, contorts it into something even more beautiful than it is, or is it contortion because beauty is a subjective thing, a thing which you see in something or someone that's yours, not theirs, because you perceive it as something distinct from just physical characteristics or mannerisms or morality. 

    sometimes it's not a person we fixate on, but an idea; a sense of ourselves.  it's this image of a self different than what we currently are and there's safety in the distance between who we are now and what that image is.  because that image is the real self, the one we're afraid to be and we were to embrace that image or draw to near it would confront us with a reality for which we are unprepared.  at least, that's one possible meaning, and what's worse than being afraid of accepting that meaning if it is right is the "if it is right" part -- for what if that image isn't me at all but some dragon i've erected from a windmill.

December 21, 2006

  • Tagged

    The theme is (4):

    Jobs I've had - patent lawyer / extern at DA's office / anthropology research assistant / chemistry lab TA

    Movies I can watch repeatedly - Fargo / Wedding Crashers / Mysterious Skin / Requiem for a Dream

    Places I've lived - San Diego / West Los Angeles / Pasadena / Punta Gorda, FL

    TV shows I watch - The Office / Grey's Anatomy / Seinfeld / Curb Your Enthusiasm

    Places I've vacationed - New York / Seattle / Bahamas / Colonial Williamsburg

    Foods I love - Sushi / Pizza / Philly Cheese Steak Sandwiches / Fajitas

    Sites I visit dailyPerezHilton7th Circuit / ESPN / Young and the Restless

    Places I'd rather be - Seattle / New York City / my apartment / with someone i love

    Random items in my bag - Memory stick / The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay / Southwest plane ticket / mechnical pencils (i HATE pens)

    Things most people don't know about me - I took tap and gymnastics for 3 years when I was a kid / I got ejected from the championship match of a tennis tournament when I was 10 / I used to be a mathlete / I was an altar boy for 10 years

    People I tag - fiddletfm / manacheril / megamoo45 / version6

December 17, 2006

  • If there's one thing I don't like about my firm, it's often being the only person who isn't married and, less frequently, who doesn't have kids.  Minnesota was a blast.  (It didn't end up snowing though.)  But, out of our six person trial team, I was the only one who wasn't married with children.  Part of that is being the youngest; another part is that it's four partners, me, and a 4th year.  So not only am I young, I'm really young.  Nevertheless, it makes conversation boring.  There were some interesting family stories, but at the end of the day, I just don't care what someone's cute 4 year old did, or about the ins and outs of teething. 

    If there's one thing I'm sorry about it's that I'm prematurely old, but without any of the good parts of old age like a relationship or friends or whatever.  I want to sit around, have angst, and talk about intellectual things like legal theory. But I don't know where to find those people.

    I guess it's the same story I always tell.  If there is an added part now, it's that there's a new sense of urgency.  A recognition that I can get sucked into a world that I don't care to live in; I'm not going to find anything that makes me happy in it.  And I'm frustrated.

    Not that I couldn't be happy if this is all there is to my life.  This is why I think there's no one path or meant to be.  But maybe the choice isn't so stark as the one between finding the one and living a miserable life.  Maybe it's a matter of degree.  And even if I'm happy now, I could be happier another way...

December 11, 2006

  • I'm off to our Twin Cities office for the next few days.  The forecast:  snow.

December 8, 2006

  • I just returned to San Diego from a two-day trip to Seattle.  A partner at my firm was giving a talk on the pros and cons of copyright vs. patent law.  The thing was, that she didn't actually sign up to do a talk covering copyright.  It was supposed to be exclusively patent law, given that she's like, one of the top patent trial lawyers in the country and has never done a copyright case.  But they made a mistake in the printed brouchure, and so she had to talk about copyrights.  That's where I came in, because I got tasked with putting together the research for the presentation.  The problem is that I didn't know anything about copyright either, until last week, and so I spent like, 20 (non-billable) hours putting together this talk.  My handout was pretty damn good, I would have to say.  Basically, I compared a variety of things in the two areas of law (length of protection, scope of protection, rights of employers, remedies, etc., etc ) then proceeded to launch into a discussion of which was optimal, some changes that should be made, etc.  I was happy that most of that stuff actually made it into the ifnal handout, and that we were listed as co-authors (I expected I'd just be ghostwriting). 

    Anyway, this partner is really awesome, and she loves me for some reason.  I wrote this 20 page bench memo on some case I worked on while I was a summer associate, and she thought it was, like, the greatest legal document written in the past 10 years.  She still brings it up -- A LOT.  So my plan is to live off the reputation I acquired from the bench memo as long as humanly possible.  And now I got some points for helping with this talk, which is another good thing to put in the bank.

    Anyway, so since I worked so hard on it, she invited me to fly out with her and come to the conference in Seattle.  Even though I have a million other work things to do, I gladly agreed.    It was great.  We flew out yesterday, then had dinner at a nice restaurant.  Then today, I went and watched her talk, and a few other talks -- Judge McKeown from the 9th Circuit was one of the speakers, along with Prof. Samuelson who's a copyright professor at Berkeley and a really smart lady.  But then I blew off the other speakers and walked around downtown Seattle.

    I love Seattle.  I walked along Alaskan Way, past all these piers with loading docks, restaurants, ferry entrances, and great views.  Then I headed over to Pike's Place Market and explored.  Then I headed back to see Safeco Park and this funky neighborhood between there and the main part of downtown.  It was cold and crisp -- I had my long leather overcoat on.  It was overcast and the trees were bare.  And I felt like I was in paradise. 

December 4, 2006

  • Today I was walking to lunch, and I noticed that a new store is going up a couple blocks from my apartment.  It's called "Bingo and More," and, as best I can tell, their main products are bingo cards, bingo chips, bingo stamps, and large bingo boards where the caller can keep track of which number/letter combinations have been already called.  (I couldn't tell you what the "more" is.)  This would be odd enough, but on the next block, there's a store called "Lamps Plus" which is full of really ugly old lamps, advertises lamp repair, and has signs reading "WE SELL BULBS!" prominently displayed on three sides of the building.  Both of these businesses are in stand alone old houses, and I'm convinced that they're really just fronts that a big opium cartel launders its money through.  I mean, they're in Hillcrest, a little ways off the main drag, but they're big stores and I'd imagine rent is pricey.  They would have to sell a lot of lamps and bingo cards to cover expenses, much less be profitable.

    For some reason, I'm not that upset that Michigan isn't getting a rematch with Ohio State.  It would've been cool.  But for whatever reason, I've never cared whether Michigan winds up #1, only if they go to the Rose Bowl.  Maybe that's because despite Michigan's "storied history" (I think they have the most total wins of any Division I-A team), they've never been superb since I've been watching them.  They always seem to squeak by, but never be excellent -- so maybe I've never dared to dream that they could be #1.  (They shared a national championship in 1997 with Nebraska, but maybe it was fortunate they never got a shot to play Nebraska and win it all.) 

    Whatever the reason, I'm kind of happy Michigan is going to the Rose Bowl, and even happier that their opponent there will be USC.  The two college games I remember most from my childhood were the Michigan/USC Rose Bowls in 1989 and 1990.  Michigan won the first but lost the second.  It's funny, because it seems like they played each other more times in the Rose Bowl when I was younger, but a check of the list of each year's results shows only those two games, plus 2004, since I've been alive.

    Even though it was only those two games, they were both memorable.  I remember that droning War Song that USC plays throughout the whole damn game.  I have to admit that I kind of like it.  And I remember that in the 1990 game, Michigan was trailing 17-10, and on a 4th down play they faked a punt and made this awesome throw to pick up the first down.  Michigan was always so vanilla, and the fact they tried such a gutsy play was so shocking that I'll never forget it.  Sadly, they still lost.  But it was a moral victory.

    So Michigan/USC will be fun to watch... I'm considering going actually.  And this year, Michigan might be good enough to win. 

    P.S.  When Tyson links to you, your number of xanga footprints goes through the fucking roof.

December 2, 2006

  • GO BRUINS!!!  I think this makes it clear that Michigan should get a rematch with Ohio State in January...

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