April 9, 2008
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i sometimes find it very difficult to determine what is real and what is wishful thinking. because if it were real it would be great, but am i projecting what i want to so great an extent that it disguises what actually is. and would anyone else see it my way? if not, is it because they are unperceptive and wrong or because i am deluded? there is no satisfactory way out. there is no way to know for sure. sitting and pining away is not a solution. forgetting it sucks because if you resolve everything in life by forgetting about it eventually life itself passes you by entirely and you are dead.
Do you don’t you want me to love you
I’m coming down fast but I’m miles above you
